I have an issue with alcohol. My drinking has helped me ruin several relationships. I do bad things when I drink and I feel like I am a bad person deep down. Every single time something is going fine for me, I fuck it up. I will abuse people. I will act a fool. I can't seem to walk away from situations that are obviously negative for me. Every part of my being is hoping for forgiveness from yet another person who I've hurt. Words cannot ameliorate the pain I've caused.
I know you won't read this, but I am sorry.
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