It has been a while since I've visited or worked on this site. My will to follow through with the intentions of the blog started off strong but they lacked focus. I hope to iron out the wrinkles and present this imagined audience with something tangible, useful. This is supposed to be a space for those of us who need a little assistance trying to grow into a whole person. This is supposed to be a place where YOU can lurk or contribute positive, creative seedlings of your own being so that those who are wandering (or just straight up lost) can indulge, reflect, and remember their purpose.
Let me catch you up right now:
I STILL feel like an empty shell. I STILL feel like I haven't found my niche and I haven't carved out a place for myself where I truly feel free. I STILL want to feel FREE and STRONG and I want that feeling to radiate through me. "We encounter each other in words..."
I want to say that, right now, I NEED to encounter someone or something beyond myself, beyond superficial niceties, beyond casual compliments, beyond the vagrantly transient topical conversations that always feel like the parlor room is just a waiting room. I know that is much to ask, but I am willing to give just as much, if you need it too.
"We [can] encounter each other" in so many other ways, besides words. Give me a gesture, an image, a song, give me many words, give me a middle finger...it's up to you.
This is my roundabout way of saying that I am going to start working on this site again and hopefully someone out there feels inclined to respond or follow or contribute.
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